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Love Is Not for Sale

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They told me love was a ring, A thing you could buy, A promise wrapped in paper, With a bow made of lies. They said love was roses —and deadlines. A monthly subscription With fine print in the margins of your lifeline. But I saw through the showroom, Through the flowers and flair, I saw love sitting silent, In the corner—bare. Not broken, not bruised— Just... misused . Misnamed and misframed By fools chasing muse. Love is not a handshake, Not a headboard, Not a hashtag. It’s not the echo of “mine” In a world gone mad. Love is a fire that warms without burning. It’s Spirit embodied— A truth still yearning To live outside of contracts and code, To flow in the open —not corralled on a road. Love is not for sale . It doesn’t wear price tags, Doesn’t bend under bids, Doesn’t perform for claps Or hide what it did. Love is presence. It’s peace in a storm. It’s choosing the ugly, Still calling it form. It is the immaterial made flesh — But never flesh-boun...

“Reflections in Flesh”

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Sometimes, I think people don’t make friends out of love— but out of need. Not for laughter, but for proof. Proof they exist. Proof they still matter. Proof that if someone responds, then maybe they’re not fading. Because without mirrors, we forget our faces. And without people, we forget our place. So we gather crowds like insurance policies. We text not to talk— but to tether. Like “Hey… just checking in.” Really means: “Remind me I’m real.” And maybe that’s why we fear loneliness more than death. Because death is a fact. But loneliness? That’s unconfirmed disappearance. I’ve seen people panic when their phone’s dry. Not because they’re bored— but because they’re afraid that silence means eviction from reality. “If I vanish from your eyes, do I still have weight?” “If no one hears me, does my voice still echo?” “Am I human… or just a tab someone closed?” We wear friendships like flesh suits. Call them “community,” but use them like camouflage. ...

Post-Martyr

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I died once. And that was enough. Not in spirit— but in skin. Not with fear— but with fire still in my fists. I ran toward the drone. Not to win… but to wound the system. To jam the code with my name. To let the others breathe just one more day of obedience. It vaporized me. Pixel by pixel. Faith turned to ash in the air. But Heaven doesn’t lose soldiers. It archives them. I woke up in white. Not clouds— code. A lab. A vault. A holy mainframe. They called it resurrection. But I called it reassignment. I wasn’t a ghost. I was an echo— Rebuilt for warfare. Redeemed for reboot. You see, martyrdom wasn’t the end of me. It was the update. I’ve got the wisdom of the dead, the faith of the risen, and the fury of the remnant encoded in my bones. I know their tricks now. I’ve seen the back doors in the matrix. I’ve read the script before they typed it. I don’t walk back in to blend. I walk in to burn. Because once you’ve tasted death, you no longer bow to s...

Covering for Her

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To my love, my rib, my promised flame— I see you. Not just in spirit, but in body, in pulse, in the silent places where tension lives and no one else hears it breathe. I don’t own you. But I cover you. Not with rules— but with reverence. If your body speaks, and it’s not desire, not fantasy, not escape— but a request for rest— then rest, love. And know you are not sinning. You are not shamed. You are not broken. You are held in grace, sealed in promise. Because even when I’m not near, your body is not alone. You are still mine. Still holy. Still wrapped in the covering of covenant, even before the vow is made manifest. And I declare: No weapon of guilt will prosper. No whisper of the accuser will stain your joy. No false teaching will fracture your freedom. You are clean. You are seen. You are free. And when the day comes that we burn together in rhythm and rest— this moment will be remembered not as compromise, but as consecration. I cover you. In love. In Spirit. In truth. Amen.

The Space Between Fire and Glory

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They left Egypt. They stepped into fire. But they stopped short of glory. Not because God failed, but because they hesitated. They saw the cloud move… but they still kept a map. He gave them manna… but they craved the meat of bondage. And I get it. Because I’ve stood in that space— between fire and glory. Where the soul’s been wrecked, but the will still whispers, "What if this is as far as I go?" This is the in-between. Where the altar is warm but the throne still feels distant. Where transformation has stripped you but union demands you walk out naked — with nothing left but faith. They’re not holding onto sin… They’re holding onto safety. Not rebellion— reassurance. Because becoming one with God? That’s dangerous. It means losing your right to self-pity. It means giving up the option to quit. It means walking in a power you’re not allowed to boast in. This is where the religious get off. Where the fearful stay. Where the remnant wrestle...

The Green Paradise

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( “The True Mahdi is the Christ” ) The true Mahdi is the Christ. Not a shadow messiah wrapped in wrath— but the Flame of Truth, stepping barefoot into a world of ash. He comes not cloaked in chaos, but clothed in clarity— Word made flesh, rooted deeper than doctrine, rising higher than empire. He doesn’t chant war cries— He whispers Come . Not to raze cities, but to raise souls from the ruins we mistook for kingdoms. He brings—the Green Paradise. Not after death, but through death . Not in myth, but in manifestation . Where deserts bloom with forgiveness, and swords turn to pruning hooks. Where the lion lies beside the lamb— not as myth, but metaphor made matter . He doesn’t conquer like kings. He cultivates like the Gardener— the One from the beginning, who walked in Eden’s morning mist. The world expects a holy war. He brings a holy womb. A rebirth. A restoration. He doesn't ride to dominate— He walks to resurrect . Through every broken body...

Written on My Heart

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(Hebrews 8:7–13) They had stone. We have flame. They had shadows. We walk in the Name. They had priests who entered trembling once a year— I became the temple, and He tore the veil from top to tear. This isn’t revision. This is replacement. This is a covenant not signed in ink but sealed in blood. You want law? He wrote it. But not on tablets. On tendons. On soul. On marrow. He branded it beneath my ribs so it moves when I move— alive. The old? It’s obsolete. Still studied. Still respected. But it bows to the better. Jesus didn’t patch the past—He fulfilled it. He didn’t make it easier—He made it eternal. So when I speak, and they squint like I’m arrogant— it’s not pride. It’s clarity. Because I’m not talking from education. I’m talking from engraving. This covenant doesn’t live in a scroll. It lives in me. It pulses when I pray. It burns when I speak. It weeps when I sin. I didn’t memorize the law— I met the Lawgiver. And now I walk, not with...

Not Divided—Divine

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They say, "Your God’s too complicated." "Three in one? Sounds like confusion." "If He's one, how can He be three?" But I don’t serve a God built for human simplicity. I serve the One who broke the mold of understanding— not to confuse, but to reveal. He is not divided. He is Divine. Not shattered— manifested. Not pieces— presence. Not three gods in rotation, but one God in relation. The Father is the Rock—unseen, unshaken. The Son is the Word—spoken, embodied, broken. The Spirit is the Breath—moving, filling, awakening. And when they move, they don’t compete. They complete. This isn’t math. It’s mystery. Not 1 + 1 + 1. But 1 expressed in 3 for the sake of you and me. So that the Rock could send the Word, and the Word could pour out the Spirit, and the Spirit could return us to the Rock. This isn’t fragmentation. This is holy formation. A circle of fire that wraps itself around creation and whispers: "Come ho...

Not New, Just Now In You

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The Spirit didn’t just show up at Pentecost— He exploded. Not because He was late, but because the door finally opened. You think He was new? Nah. He was hovering over the waters before the waters had a name. He was whispering in the tent of Moses, dancing in Elijah’s bones, burning in the bush, speaking through the storm. He was always there. Just not in here. Not like this. Because hearts were still stone. The covenant was still external. It came in commands, not in communion. But then… the Word became flesh. And the Flesh became sin. And sin was nailed. And the veil was torn. And the breath that hovered moved in. Now the same wind that split seas lives in your chest. The same fire that filled the prophets ignites your prayers. The same Spirit that raised the Christ raises your awareness. This is not new. This is ancient power given permanent residence. Not on scrolls, but on soul. He doesn’t visit. He dwells. He doesn’t pass by. He abides. S...

For the Neglected

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To the one who was passed by, passed over, pushed to the side like clutter in someone else's perfect narrative— You are not invisible. You are not excess. You are exiled royalty still wearing a crown you forgot you had. They didn’t neglect you because you lacked worth. They neglected you because they lacked vision. They couldn’t see what God hid inside you— and maybe that’s the point. Because when no one picked you, He did. When they looked away, He stared straight into your soul and called you Mine. You're the stone the builders rejected— but that’s exactly why you’re becoming the cornerstone of something sacred. Neglect doesn’t cancel purpose. It cultivates depth. It trains you to find comfort in silence, to sharpen your voice in isolation, to recognize His whisper when no one else is talking. So let them forget you. Let them sleep on you. Let them write you out of the script. Because the neglected are the ones God rewrites the whole story for. ...

A Psalm for the Wounded Son

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I was born with light in my chest But raised in shadows. I carried understanding too heavy for my age, And pain too silent to name. I reached for love And was handed lessons. I asked to be seen And was told to be strong. But still, I rise— A man with wounds that worship. A prophet shaped by pressure. A son who walks with God Because his father never walked with him . My wound is holy. My scar is a scroll. And what broke me— Will break chains in others.

Grafted Inward

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I was born of blood that never forgot the covenant, even when my name forgot the sound of it. They told me pick a side— Rome or Reform. Ritual or fire. But I was reborn to carry the tension, not erase it. I’m not grafted outward into a new tree. I’m grafted inward. Back to the root. Back to the whisper on Sinai and the fire in the Upper Room. I carry Jewish bones and a resurrected breath. I speak in tongues and still hear Torah echo through them. I walk with the Spirit but I don’t throw out the stone tablets. I’ve seen the veil torn— and still bow where it used to hang. Because I’m not trying to fit in. I’m trying to remember . To rebuild what religion divided. To walk like Yeshua— not the blonde, blue-eyed brochure Jesus, but the dust-covered rabbi who fulfilled it all, and called us home. So I won’t bow to the papacy, but I will kneel to the King. I won’t idolize a denomination, but I will live devoted to the Name above every name— written in Hebre...

Having Been There

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spoken word The issue wasn’t leaving— it was having been there. Not the footsteps that fled, but the ones that stayed, rooted in silence, while my soul begged for air. It wasn’t the escape, it was the endurance. Not the door swinging shut, but the years I stayed seated, while red flags danced like flames and I called it warmth. You think I’m running? Nah— I’m just finally moving. The wound wasn’t in the leaving— it was in every day I pretended that staying made me strong. But strength isn’t silence. And loyalty doesn’t mean sacrificing your spirit on someone else’s altar and calling it love. So no, I don’t regret the exit. I regret the echo. The version of me that swallowed storms to keep the peace. The issue wasn’t leaving— it was having been there. And now that I’m gone… so is the lie.

For the One Who’ll Choose the Fire With Me

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Don’t choose me for the calm. There won’t be much of it. Don’t choose me for comfort— Choose me because you saw the storm and still stepped into it. I won’t bring you a white-picket fence. I’ll bring you war cries in the spirit, late nights chasing Kingdom visions, and mornings where the only peace is found on our knees. I carry oil that leaks through my pores— but it came with a cost. And I’ve buried pieces of myself on the way to purpose. So don’t love me for the poet. Love me for the prophet. For the pressure. For the prayers I haven’t prayed yet because the fire hasn’t fallen that hard… yet. Because where God’s taking me— it won’t always be safe. But it will be sacred. And I don’t need someone to tame me. I need someone to temple with me. To make this body a dwelling place. To turn our home into holy ground. So if you’re here for peace… Don’t pick me. But if you were made for fire— If your spirit knows how to dance in it and not just survive it— Th...

THE UNVEILING

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Spoken Word This is not the end. This… is the unveiling . Not the fall of the world— but the peeling back of every lie it was built on. They called it Revelation. Like it was doom. But I call it recognition . Because this is the moment when the veil drops— and Christ is no longer theory… but thunder. You thought it was about beasts, horns, plagues, war. But that was just the background noise. The real headline? “Behold—the Lamb.” “Behold—He comes.” “Behold—every eye will see.” This is not God’s panic plan. This is His final portrait. It was never about destruction. It was always about exposure . To show what was always true, and remove what was always false. The system will crack. The lies will fold. The masks will fall. And what’s left? The Word. Still alive. Still burning. Still sovereign. This is not just prophecy. This is presence. The Christ you met in secret? Revealed in full. No more shadows. No more metaphors. No more religion tr...

TURNING POINT (From Fear to Fulfillment)

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Spoken Word There was a moment— just one. Quiet. But it shook me deeper than the earthquakes I’d trained for. I asked, “Am I leading myself to perish?” “Is this boldness… or blindness?” “Is this calling… or delusion dressed in armor?” And then— the shift. It didn’t come with lightning. It came with remembrance . I remembered the tomb I walked out of. The sins I didn’t silence but surrendered. The voices that mocked me— and the Voice that called me anyway. That’s when I realized: I’m not walking toward destruction. I’m walking toward destiny. I’m not being deceived. I’m being delivered. This isn’t pride. It’s prophecy in my posture. I didn’t come to survive. I came to fulfill . And that fear? It wasn’t a warning. It was the labor pain of purpose . I once asked, “Am I perishing for lack of knowledge?” But now I know— I am prevailing by revelation. And so I keep walking. Not because I’m fearless— but because I finally understand what fear was ...

THE SILENT VERDICT: PART III

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“Both Our Funerals” Closing Spoken Word – The Final Act [Sound: Slow, echoing footsteps. Like thunder in the bones.] I didn’t come dressed for battle. I came dressed for burial. Not mine. Not his. Ours. Because I already died. And he’s already damned. So what else is there to do… but show up and watch the dirt fall? [Crescendo – strings rise beneath like a heartbeat.] I walked in wearing black. Not for mourning— for marking. Because this was a funeral for what never should’ve lived… and a resurrection for what could never die. He thought I came for a showdown. But I didn’t come to fight. I came to seal the silence. To bury his accusations beneath the weight of what I survived. To let the ashes know that the fire never had the final word. I’m not here with vengeance. I’m here with evidence. Scars that shine. Eyes that see. Blood not on my hands— but on a Cross that still speaks through me. [Soft fade in: choir hums in minor key, like a holy storm.] Th...

THE SILENT VERDICT: PART II

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“The Walk” Spoken Word – The Approach [Sound: Wind through stone halls. A single footstep. Then another. Slow, deliberate.] Each step I take feels like thunder muted. Not because the floor shakes… but because Heaven leans in. I don’t rush. I don’t speak. Because this is more than movement— this is procession. This is the sound of a witness approaching the stand. Of prophecy walking itself into fulfillment. Of flesh already surrendered , carrying the echo of a Kingdom that can’t be shaken. I pass pillars older than empires. Walls that remember glory, and betrayal. Altar stones that saw both blood and smoke— and still wait for fire that doesn’t burn out. I feel the air tighten. But it’s not fear. It’s recognition . The spirits remember me. Not from my past— but from my future. They’ve seen this scene before. In scrolls sealed with fire. In dreams Daniel couldn’t finish. In Revelation’s hush before the trumpet. [Strings swell, low and holy.] He’s just ahead. Crowned ...

The Silent Verdict

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Prophetic Spoken Word – The Confrontation in the Third Temple [Sound: Echoing footsteps. Sacred stillness. Ancient air.] I did not come to argue. I did not come to fear. I did not come to beg, or plead, or preach. I came to stand. The moment I step into that place— stone breathing history, air thick with unspoken prophecy, angels unseen but watching— I already know… He’s waiting. Crowned in counterfeit glory. Seated in a temple made by men, built for God , occupied by a lie . [Soft swell: strings + heartbeat] I approach the altar. Hand grazes the rail. The veil is gone—but truth still separates. And I see him. Not the dragon of old. Not the serpent from Eden. Just… empty rebellion dressed in stolen light. And I don’t flinch. Because I died already. Because I rose already. Because the blood that sealed me still speaks— louder than accusation, deeper than deception. I say nothing. Because I don’t have to. In my silence, he hears every lie he ever told screaming back ...

I Will vs. Thy Will

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Lucifer vs. Christ – The Cosmic Contrast (Spoken Word) [Lucifer speaks – “I Will”] I was clothed in light before light had a name, The sound of Heaven’s choir echoed from my frame. Strings on my back, rhythm in my wings, I was the morning song, the dawn that sings. But the throne... The throne was not mine. And still, I stared with a hunger divine— Or so I thought. “I will ascend.” “I will sit on the mount.” “I will rise above the stars.” “I will be like the Most High.” Five nails of pride drove through eternity. And I fell— Not because I lacked glory, But because I couldn’t bear to serve it. [Christ speaks – “Thy Will”] I had the crown before they forged it in thorns. Glory wrapped me like a garment before flesh was ever worn. And still, I stepped down. Not to rival. But to redeem. Not to rise. But to rescue . Not to say “I will ascend,” But to kneel and cry: “Not My will, but Thine be done.” Where he sought elevation, I embraced incarnation. Wh...

The 1,260

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I declare it now—let the heavens take note. The scroll unrolls, the silence broke. No more waiting rooms in the spirit realm— The countdown starts with fire in the throat. One thousand, two hundred, and sixty days. Not for fame. Not for praise. But to be the living echo of ancient ways. To walk where prophets bled. To speak where angels tread. To be a temple lit by breath instead of thread. This ain’t superstition—it’s submission. This ain’t a platform—it’s a mission. This is Revelation, re-lived in skin. This is God saying: “Let them see Me through him.” The two witnesses? You thought it’d be two men? Naw. It’s two bodies. Two flames. One Word. Christians who carry Spirit. Messianics who carry Name. Together we burn— Not with ego, but with purpose wrapped in pain. I’ve been told I walk in power. But I know it’s not mine. I’m just a lantern— The flame is divine. I don’t need credit. I carry debt. To the souls not saved yet. To the nations not called yet. To the wolves still disguised a...